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[Zahira]

Zahira stood there stunned

"What you mean dead? As in dead?? Or as in dead vampire dead?" she looked at her sister and knew the answer

She hugged her sister and stroaked her hair

"Sshh baby girl it'll be ok"

[gemj]

Alya leaned against Zah and she croed properly for the first time since it had happened it wasnt hysterical and it was half hearted it was good hearty im so full of grief sobbs.

"Hes.............. dead Zah............... what am I......gggg...........gona do? First Aaron............then Al..........now.....L..l........lee!"

[Zahira]

She listerned to her sister poor her heart out

"Sssshhh, it's ok, you've got me"
She held her sister close and comforted her

"It'll be ok, I promise, your'll see!!!"

*Aww my poor sister... how can this be happening to you* "Sssshhh, don't think about it"

[gemj]

Alya continued to cry her heart broken as bad as Lee had been at times she had been crazy in love with him and she really didnt know how she could go on. She hugged Zahira tighter.

[Zahira]

"Alya I know you won't believe me but this will pass, I promise it will... just give it time"

She remebered how she had felt when people told her it would pass when she had lossed Kieran and she shook her head

"You have to deal with this however you feel is best... but don't og on pretending everything is ok, because it isn't, you know what if feels like to loose someone, you've lost 2 people you loved and now Lee... but trust me... it get's easier" she smiled and hugged her sister closer

[gemj]

Alya heard her sisters words but for the time being they meant nothing to her. The only thing that meant anything to her was the fact that Lee wasn't there anymore. She finally stopped crying and dried her eyes on her sleeve.

"I.........I just I love him so much!" she looked at Zah and shook her head sadly "I think im cursed three people i have loved and lost!"

[Zahira]

"Well babygirl, from what you have told me all 3 of them men haven't been the most safest of people.. they've all been dangerous and lived on the edge of death yeah?? So... you can't blame yourself at all!!!"

"it's not your fault hun!!"

"Look at me.. I'm still here!"

[gemj]

Alya nodded slowly

"I guess!" she looked down at her hands her fingers spread wide "Wha am I gonna do?"

[Zahira]

"What do you want to do? I mean you want to stay here or get away for abit?"

"If you want to stay here I can move back in with you for as long as you need me there, or you can move into my place... it's upto you hun, but only you can make the desision"

[gemj]

Alya looked at Zahira thoughtfully

"Im not leaving! This is my home I have nowhere else to go now!" she shook her head sadly "No I will stay here and in my home I have to somethime it will be easier if i just get on with my life the best i can!"

[Zahira]

"It's your desison, but don't rush yourself Alya, no one is saying this will be easy, and don't force yourself to go that extra step until your ready hun!!"

"I'll move in with your for a few weeks, and no arguements, because if you don't I'm going to camp out on your lawn!!" she smiled at her sister, she coul see she as in alot of pain

"It'll get easier, your'll see"

[gemj]

Alya nodded at Zahira and leaned her head on her shoulder.

"Thank you Zah! I dont know what i would do if you werent here now"

[Zahira]

She stroked her sisters hair again

"I'm not going anywhere baby girl, you know that"

[gemj]

Alya nodded slowly and wiped her wet face.

"Yeah I'm glad youre here Zah I know you and Lee had your differences and we fought about it but I loved you both very much!" she sighed and shook her head sadly.

"So what you been up to up here then?" she asked wanting a change of subject.

[Zahira]

She was going to press her sister but decided against it

"Not much really, been working on the new house mainly"